Have you ever thought that you were not good enough to do a job? Write a song? Lead worship etc? This is something that I have been dealing with for a long time, and I think I have finally begun to see the light :)
I sing at my church for the first time in three years tomorrow :) I'm pretty pumped about the whole thing :) It is a song that I wrote called, "My Warrior Child," and it's a song the Lord gave me this year. It was during a difficult time and I was having a hard time seeing my way through life and what I was to expect in the coming year. Ever since I was about fifteen, I have been very careful not to let anyone come close to me...as far as relationship wise...girl or boy. I had been really hurt in the past, and I didn't want to go through it again and so my way of dealing with it, was to not deal with it at all (It doesn't work by the way:) This song is actually a love song the Lord sung over me. After I was finished writing it, I was like "I should be telling the Lord how much I love and adore Him," not the other way around. Nevertheless, the Lord kept putting these words on my heart, and so I wrote them to a tune that He gave me as well.
Never forget that you are a vital piece in this world. You have an amazing purpose and destiny, and you are an incredible individual created by God to do mighty things. Discouragement and discontentment are just a couple things that try to bump us off track, but God is always there waiting for us to come back. You are never too far for His love...He knew your name before you were born and created you to live your life to the very fullest.
If you don't know what your purpose is, know that the "plans that he has for you are for good and not for evil." He longs to show Himself to you...let Him
April 10, 2007
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